oh btw, i don't think i'll be publishing much on this site. there is another one though, at www.foreveralpha.blogspot.com.

kidosaki house 

It has been half a year since my last entry.

I find it almost hard to pen in the first sentence. maybe because life has changed so much that i feel like a totally different person. i could hardly recognise my own entries. i could hardly write as i did. maybe it is a good thing. maybe it is called growing up.

What prompted me to write was not really the fact that i had spent a meaningful afternoon with someone i use to hurt badly yet managed to be consoled by the fact that we have both gained precious insights from our painful experience. Neither is the fact that i found great delight in having dinner with eric a friend who has been standing by for the last 10 years after school today, nor am i eager to unleash my pent-up frustrations about my increasing work load in school.

i just want to write again. to make interesting even the most mundane. to keep record of the things which may be trivial to the world but precious in my eyes. or life will slip by me as i get thrown around by a passing draft once again.