tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60650242011-06-18T02:32:37.284-07:00End of a rainbowDiary of a child star who grew upGuknoreply@blogger.comBlogger381100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1112165007879777512005-03-29T22:41:00.000-08:002005-04-06T08:28:14.906-07:00oh btw, i don't think i'll be publishing much on this site. there is another one though, at www.foreveralpha.blogspot.com.Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1111200896596438552005-03-18T18:54:00.000-08:002005-03-18T18:54:56.596-08:00kidosaki house Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1111164188027698872005-03-18T08:01:00.000-08:002005-03-18T08:47:14.766-08:00It has been half a year since my last entry.I find it almost hard to pen in the first sentence. maybe because life has changed so much that i feel like a totally different person. i could hardly recognise my own entries. i could hardly write as i did. maybe it is a good thing. maybe it is called growing up.What prompted me to write was not really the fact that i had spent a meaningful afternoon Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1089426027416500322004-07-09T19:10:00.000-07:002004-07-09T19:20:27.416-07:00There won't be any posting for now because too many things are happening in my life. i'll be back though. Wish me luck.Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1088940437977960332004-07-04T04:09:00.000-07:002004-07-04T04:40:29.293-07:00All right la, Stevens not that bad. I went for an og outing and he was there. Although I did not talk much to him but he isn't stuck up or anything so there is no reason for me to resent him anymore.
Although he did suggest that I change my spectacles which were the same one I wore in army.
The bible did say " to forgive and forget" right.
Anyways, I just realize that there will be no secrets Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1088708602131440252004-07-01T11:59:00.000-07:002004-07-01T12:03:22.130-07:00I’M BACK!
1) ARTS CAMP
Yes, you might ask what the fuck am I doing in Arts orientation camp when I am supposed to be an archi student. Well, whatever I say does not really matter because you already have a fixed notion that I’m just there to “buaya” or to get to know chicks.
Guilty as charged even before you consider that there might be a possibility that since I was in both English and ChineseGuknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1088314527062167462004-06-26T22:31:00.000-07:002004-06-26T22:35:27.063-07:00i went to linkin parks concert while attending the arts camp, then i went over to catch an acepella performance by nus students and in a few hours time i'm going to malaysia. you can imagine how happy i'm. i'm so busy this few days i hardly have the time to blog.Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1087737720246514892004-06-20T06:20:00.000-07:002004-06-20T06:22:00.246-07:00FATHERS” DAY
Went to church today, then swimming at Toa Payoh. Followed by a trip to city hall to get tickets for the Linkin park concert and meet Duan at Suntec city who happens to be doing community service and he told me that I’m immature for my age, which got me quite worked up. At least for a while. I really should be less playful.
I cooked deep fried chicken cutlet, pork in dark sauce Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-108765941062401422004-06-19T08:34:00.000-07:002004-06-19T08:36:50.623-07:00PACK
I got myself caught in a crowd which equals that of China Black on Saturday night but minus the air-con, alcohol, pretty girls and of course music. Instead, I got sweaty armpits, body odor and lots of people cutting queue at the Malaysian checkpoint. Should have known. On Saturdays you never go to Malaysia unless you are running away for your life.
I went there to book bus tickets for my Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1087568461548287582004-06-18T07:11:00.000-07:002004-06-18T07:21:54.290-07:00MADE MY DAY
Green light given by OC regarding my trip made my day.
Finished signing my clearance form made my day
Watching shrek 2 made my day
Preparing lemon grass tea made my day.
Helping dad cook made my day
Getting to know how to use the washing machine in my house made my day
As you can see, i have enough for a day and i am going to sleep.Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1087480364669896352004-06-17T06:50:00.000-07:002004-06-17T06:52:44.670-07:00SORE THROAT
I’m down with a terrible sore throat. This is not one of those normal sore throats, which you get that you can recover in a matter of days. This is more like an ulcer growing ceaselessly with a mind of its own on my vocal cords. It is growing bigger as the days go by and enjoying its new habitat albeit at my expense. This is worse than any pain in the ass.
I cannot talk much with Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1086874100437912882004-06-10T06:22:00.000-07:002004-06-10T06:28:20.436-07:00Went Nus for an X ray today, was suppose to be in camp, but,.. didn't give a damm
went swimmimg at clementi before having dinner at a hawker. seriously the economic bee hoon at clementi was great.
but i did not enjoyed my meal because of my ulcers.
i guess that's due to too much kissing..
ha,.. j/k
anyways, preparing for a trip to redang with daniel. should be fun. i'm looking forward to it.Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1086829565963288382004-06-09T17:54:00.000-07:002004-06-09T18:06:05.963-07:00Venus and the Sun
We predicted precisely when Venus was going to pass by the Sun on the 8th of June.
But you thought Venus would know about that.
For goodness sake, he is just an ignorant slacker doing his time in space.
He barely rotates about his axis as compared to Earth and never did conform since the beginning of time as he spins in the opposite direction as with the other Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1085162047045165072004-05-21T10:52:00.000-07:002004-05-21T10:57:15.640-07:00I met 9.33 fm dj Zhou Chong Qing at Toa Payoh swimming pool.
He was my ex colleague.
He just won best Chinese dj awards
And I just won him at swimming.
Talking to him brings back so many forgotten childhood memories about filming. I remembered that he used to play “miao miao bo shi.” an eccentric and old scientist with an egg head, fake cotton moustache and an attitude.
Apparently, thisGuknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1084428542299852292004-05-12T23:08:00.000-07:002004-05-12T23:16:52.360-07:00 Ok, I am not particularly interested in politics neither am I an activist, holding banners walking down the streets protesting against the war(yet)
But I just saw the broadcast of the killing of the American hostage by an Islamic militant group in retaliation to the ill treatment of Iraqi prisoners by the American soldiers and i wanted to puke.
I have always been a pacifist and I firmly Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1084118621614365532004-05-09T09:03:00.000-07:002004-05-09T09:08:12.653-07:00 I just started to learn cooking from my Dad.
Considering myself more of a homely person, I was delighted to cook up a meal for my family. In fact I just did and I will be visiting them in the hospital after I finished this entry.
All right, I lied; I did not cook up the meal because I cannot finish cooking lunch before dinnertime comes. I tend to get carried away trying to cut out Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1084010161814226102004-05-08T02:56:00.000-07:002004-05-08T03:00:30.420-07:00" Its not that we had no heart or eyes for pain. We were all afraid. We all had our miseries. But to despair was to wish back for something already lost."------- Amy Tan (Joy luck club)
Which i have to agree fully as there is no point turning back and regret over what you have done. Life is made up of many experiences which are meant to teach us but not hinder our progress. "to move on." is Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1084008700383050172004-05-08T02:31:00.000-07:002004-05-08T02:36:09.293-07:00My training in Taiwan ended with a bang.
Literally.
As Kenny and I lobbed a pretend grenade into a blind spot that we were ordered to clear by our OC, we knew we would die doing so because there were too many enemies and there was only the two of us. We looked at each other, half smiling cheekily at this preposterous suggestion, half saying our prayers not because of the impending doom but Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1080483893740878732004-03-28T06:24:00.000-08:002004-03-28T06:28:26.653-08:00 A concise update on what's been happening in the most accessible language in the shortest time before my flight.
" Goh's brother is drop dead gorgeous can... 1.8 m tall, looks like Vic Zhou and studies opera in Russia. Met him at Goh's birthday party. He said," Is this your drink or mine?", " Why don't we talk inside the room." I said(wanted)
3 robbers swam to tekong, i'm suppose to catch Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1079281898280571212004-03-14T08:31:00.000-08:002004-03-14T08:34:52.186-08:00Pitter, Patter, Pitter, Patter
Resonating above the mindless chatter
You think the rain is coming to a halt
Finally….
But not!
---- me
Rain, rain go away, come again another day,
The little children has gone astray
Smoking their lungs out by the ashtray
---- me Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1079281845252326282004-03-14T08:30:00.000-08:002004-03-14T08:35:31.716-08:00 13 March 2004
My day’s adventure started just when the sun decided to descend beyond the horizon for its nightly slumber. Perhaps it’s the night that life’s little mischief loves to loiter. I found myself trapped in downtown east by the evening rain, which threatens to ruin my painstakingly styled hair.
If you are going to talk about vain, then you are talking about me. Not that I am Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1079281416325941782004-03-14T08:23:00.000-08:002004-03-14T08:26:50.293-08:00I always pass on good advice. It is the only thing to do with it. It is never of any use to oneself.
--- Oscar Wilde
A fashion is merely a form of ugliness so unbearable that we are compelled to alter it every six months.
Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1078083209576482462004-02-29T11:33:00.000-08:002004-02-29T11:40:06.513-08:00 It has been a month since I last updated my blog. Mainly because of some even more private reasons which I will not disclose online to the public. Only friends closer to me might know why I haven’t been recording my life stories.
I am just lazy.
Here’s a concise summary of interesting events, which I managed to encounter in my uninteresting lifestyle.
1) SAKAE STUNT
Brisk walked outGuknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1075689161924027752004-02-01T18:32:00.001-08:002004-02-01T18:34:58.483-08:00JUNK IN BUNK.
On one rainy afternoon, I decided to take a bath and a quick nap. But I didn’t know that you could take a bath and a nap at the same time. Apparently, I do not sleep in the bathtub, neither do I have the luxury of a leaking water-bed to sleep on, I only happen to be staying on the top floor of an antebellum camp old enough to be a priceless antique but too worthless for any museum Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1075689134755936872004-02-01T18:32:00.000-08:002004-02-01T18:34:31.310-08:00HONG KONG AMERICAN IDOL
If you guys have watched the recent telecast of American Idol, you would have noticed an Asian middle-aged man with “No former training in singing and dancing.” Trying to impress the judges with his version of “She Bangs, she bangs!” Obviously oblivious to the stares and giggles he gets from the other contestants during the initial interview, nonetheless, he finished his Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1075689107275804492004-02-01T18:31:00.000-08:002004-02-01T18:34:03.843-08:00BROTHER OF MINE
This pesky little fellow,
Always quiet and mellow,
Has been quite a bundle of joy.
Although 7 years apart,
He seems very smart,
And can be very cute at times.
Every time I come back home,
I see him using my room,
Mugging and reading TIME
“I’ll beat you at SAMURAI SHODOWN.”
“Not before I make you a clown.”
I see my pillow fly.
I wrestle him to the ground
He makes lots of soundGuknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1074694540989207002004-01-21T06:15:00.000-08:002004-01-21T06:17:41.966-08:00COMMENDATION FROM OC
My participation in combat training despite being an armskote spec was recognized and commended by my officer in command. During his speech he mentioned that I have been working quietly behind the scene in supporting the company’s logistic and that I have put my heart and soul on the training grounds as a section commander at the same time. He mentioned my exemplary working Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1073870064212334092004-01-11T17:14:00.000-08:002004-01-11T17:14:45.080-08:00sniffing away this morning in front of my tv and halfway between breakfast and falling asleep, i can't help but notice that Suzanne Jung has got a pimple on her chin.Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1073822874367564652004-01-11T04:07:00.000-08:002004-01-11T04:08:15.200-08:00“Brunei, the land of unexpected treasures.”
I just came back from the treacherous mt biang, in the midst of the unforgiving and dense temburong jungle of Brunei. It was the closest to an eco trip you can get in the army and the harshest training terrain I’ve ever set my water soaked boats on. Obviously, despite the occasionally suicidal thoughts, I had fun.
I volunteered to participate in Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1072327033084244602003-12-24T20:37:00.000-08:002003-12-24T20:37:28.876-08:00MERRY XMAS!!
I was at St. Francis Xavier church on Christmas Eve. It was the first time I attended their mass and it was quite a memorable experience. The reason being the priest who gave the sermon was so dramatic that the mic almost got chewed out of the podium. He wasn’t emphasizing the importance of God in our lives neither was he proclaiming, it seemed more like he was trying to summon all Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1072326993449374322003-12-24T20:36:00.000-08:002003-12-24T20:36:49.253-08:00 BITCH!
This is to release all the angst I have regarding my work. I just need a place to get it out of my system, but at the same time, I don’t want to bore my friends who don’t wish to hear about it but polite enough to PRETEND to be interested in such trivial matters. How considerate of me to allow you guys to choose what you want to hear from me. And vile of me to backstab backstabbers Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-107232688047809922003-12-24T20:34:00.000-08:002003-12-24T20:34:56.300-08:00CHANNEL NEWS ASIA”S BIGGEST FAN!
Lisa Ang, Suzanne Jung, Cheryl Fox can beat Fiona Xie, Fann Wong anytime.
I think knowledgeable, eloquent women are very attractive.
Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1070796898012473422003-12-07T03:34:00.000-08:002003-12-07T03:35:09.213-08:00XXX CHRISTMAS CAROLS
“ I saw mommy kissing Santa clause…”
The image of my Mother kissing a gargantuan fat old “chee ko bei” (pervert) crazy enough to wear red at his age and evil enough to blackmail you with gifts if you don’t behave has haunted my childhood. I made a vow to tear his beard from his face if he ever comes close to my mother. Bloody lau ti ko! Somebody ban the song!
Finally bought Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1070796825653584312003-12-07T03:33:00.000-08:002003-12-07T03:33:56.870-08:00POPULAR BOOK STORE
“ Popular book store very popular meh? Only got a lot of assessment books”
I’m sure if there is a poll for the most favored book store, popular book store would be the least likely to win. Just check the faces of the kids being dragged into the store by their parents to buy assessment books.
“ Yes, buy this, English one, good one, last time the ah boy next door also do this Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1070720510388604822003-12-06T06:21:00.000-08:002003-12-06T06:22:01.643-08:00Disaster 3
LOST AND FOUND AND LOST AGAIN
23:45pm
then 0200 am
I conclude that if a thing is meant to be lost in the first place, no matter how you try to recover it, it won’t stay with you unless it really wants to.
I lost my specs twice. Once in the same cinema I lost my phone, the second, on the bus on my way to my friend’s house. Maybe it did not like my face.
I was really happy to Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1070720431091880372003-12-06T06:20:00.000-08:002003-12-06T06:20:42.363-08:00Disaster 2
“ IN MEMORIAM “ FOR THOSE THAT WE LOVED..
23:30pm
“The lord knows all those that belongs to him.” 2 Tim 2:19
Nokia 8210, badly scratched, dark blue and peeling. My trusty companion endures all the hardship as I handle it carelessly for 3 years. It never fails to whimper,” I’m all right, I’m all right. You see, I’ve got 4 bars for reception. The batteries a bit flat though, can… can Guknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1070712099736920192003-12-06T04:01:00.000-08:002003-12-06T04:01:51.173-08:00 I always wanted to publish something on Blogspot, but I cannot find the time or patience to seat down on my bed (like my friend Kenny), and carefully draft my life story for the whole world to bitch about.
This was until Kenny’s (sobakawa.blogspot.com) irritating and persistent teasing about my empty blogspot reached critical tolerance on this faithful day that set me thinking. Well, actuallyGuknoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6065024.post-1068565702475125592003-11-11T07:48:00.000-08:002003-11-11T07:48:27.006-08:00Genisis: in the beginningGuknoreply@blogger.com